If you were to give me a Pentax K-X dual kit,
I may not even be happy.

I think, it's just too hard for me to let go.
I have been denying the fact that actually something is there holding me back.

My entries are repetitive,
there's not much for me to express anymore.

Making myself busy with work,
tiring myself out, is making everything worse.
I guess the method of keeping one self busy to forget things is not working for me anymore...

Life is in such a mess for me right now,
I..........am tired of this life....