Freaking emo, I dont know why.
I miss my friends, I miss driving.

Though the NSF life that I am leading now is what most NSF would die for;
admin work,
this is not what I really want to be.

Giving me false hopes, bringing me up.
Then dropped me down, with a reply say it may not work.
It's torturing to me, I feel wasted, I feel weak.
I am praying everyday that time would pass by fast.
Hoping that my friends from other unit will sms me, update me,
so that time wont pass so slow.

A qualified driver, doing what an Ops Spec do.
In the first place, why do I learn driving?

Hope after I am done with what I am suppose to do now,
I can go to the unit that I want.

Right now? I have to stop thinking so much,
thinking so much wont help anyway.
As each day passes by, I can only pray...

I am sorry that anyone who reads my blog has to keep reading my same rants and grunts over and over again..
Do people still my blog in the first place......?

I dont wish to keep typing...
If only I can find someone to talk to...


:'(