Alright,with pictures from yesterday! I missed the HLM clique a lot. Hahaha. PEEEKKTTUURRREESSS!!!

First was dinner at Magic Wok, a Thai dont know what cuisine restaurant..Ok la,but the pineapple rice was...uhh..haha....How nice of our Ben-papa to serve us soup. Now guess who is our mother? HAHAHHAHAHA. Ok right.

Then was moving to One Fullerton's Starbucks! OMG ITS JUST BESIDE JING RESTAURANT. And I think I installed the dimmers for nothing, the Christmas lightings are still bright! -_-'''

Ok, so I longed for another jump shot with them...HAHAHA.HERES ANOTHER! Wahaha. But it's a little bit dark, I cant even see myself can! -_-'''

So as we reached Starbucks, my belated birthday and GZ's advanced birthday cake. Hahaha. The cake was nice..Of course la, from the HLM clique mahhh~ hahaha.

Whats a gathering without a group shot you tell me? -_-''' Heh.

Yupps, that's it! And we are going to Batam together!!!! COOL STUFF SEHHH!!! Hahaha, it will be my first trip overseas!! Yes,pathetic life for me, my passport expired when I was in P6, and I think my dad makes one for me just to show off that his sons has passports at THAT time. Hahaha, grownups *coughcough*. Ok, now I am really excited for it! Because I got so many things planned up after my IAP. Hohoho.

So something new today that I helped out in at Candy, or in specific, Green Acres...

A customer ordered this..

It looks like a really huge lock right? But no...its a handbag.
Materials are: Dry foam, Margaret Pompoms of 3 different colours, Curly willow, and pins!
Super cool right!! Hahaha, it took us roughly one hour to complete it. Heh.

And I knew a little bit on how to mount Platycerium, thanks to Mark. Hahah!! =D

OK! I need to rest, I am on night shift tomorrow =S It will be till 3am 4am the next morning. Zzzz...my eyes are burning already...T__T..so tired..so sick..You can see the symptoms from the way I blog..haha..so random -_-'''

Btw, this is kinda like the full picture of the tulips bouquet that I gave Ebellia. So JonM, its not small or plain lor, it's really huge for Ebellia. I had to use two hands to fully hold the stem of the bouquet leh..hahaha.lucky I didnt add rose. -_-''' HAHAHA. Imagine me holding it, and the ribbon was so long that when I hold the bouquet at my chest level, the ribbon length was just above my kneecap -_-''' hahaha.

So..I was lazy to wait for her photos,these are the photos taken during the making of the bouquet...I wanted to make use of the opportunity to learn how to make a hand bouquet =P haha.

It's a tulip bouquet with pink and red tulips for Ebellia's birthday present. Hahaha. COOL RIGHT?! Wanted to make it myself, but I was in rush on my birthday..hahahah..and the tulip bouquet is difficult to make lor. But she was happy, and it was her first time receiving a tulip bouquet...hahaha..its big lor.really.her expression was shocked-until-want-to-cry those kind..not happy-until-want-to-cry ok.hahaha.

Ok thats all for now. I am very very very tired. So broke but have so many outings. T___T

Getting just half drunk makes me think even more than when I am sober.
Maybe I shouldnt drink much in the first place...zzz...

Dinner/Supper at Crystal Jade with the Supers just now was great. 24 bucks for steamboat..Not bad la..hahaha,except for the spicy part. It was so spicy, it felt like someone rubbed the medicinal oil (those you use when you have a headache) on the inside of your lips. SO SPICY CAN. Maybe it was the first scoop of the soup that made it so spicy. -_-''' After supper, it was a walk at West Coast Park. HAHAHA. The swing was fun,dont know what is it called. HAHAHA. AND WEST COAST PLAZA(previously called Ginza Plaza) HAS NEW YORK NEW YORK. LOL.

And of course.....

Thank you guys, who celebrated my birthday at Pool Junction (I forgot what its called... -_-'''); some new friends made and the Chivas Blended Scotch Whisky was fine..especially with Cranberry juice!! Hahaha,and thanks alot to those who wished me happy birthday! (: Appreciate it.

Well on my birthday, someone was shocked too when I gave that person her belated present. Let's wait till I get the photo...hahahah.

It's my 19, and I felt that I learned a lot more after my 18th birthday..really...somehow...many many thanks who helped me along the way...maybe I helped others more than others helping me...hahha..riggghht.I am boasting.LOL!

Alright, I am going off to bed. The fatigue is setting in, lucky I am not working tomorrow. Take cares people! (:


what is going in between the both us?i really want to know...

FINALLY. A day off after 46 days of work. This is just a pit stop for me, the journey is still long ahead...

What a cooling morning!!

Wondering why can I blog at this time? Where I am supposed to be at work?

Because I just came back from work!! Hahaha, 24 hours straight. First at Shangri-La@Orchard and then went to St.Regis at 5am =S

Now I have to start on my report, which I dont think I will be able to get any sleep before I go to work again at around 2pm later on. I have projects that were not yet finished, and we have to complete them before December. But I couldnt take it anymore.....Sobs..I missed my clique!!!!Hais...................................=''(

This is the 2nd time I get such a big blue-black on my knee since IAP. Zzz... =X

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away

Why ar, so fast everyone (or maybe some) blogged that 3 months of attachment has finished.

Till today, I learnt quite alot and I will remember this day. I dont know,maybe my body isnt doing that well already, and just Vitasoy, duck rice and one packet of Ice Lemon Tea is enough to make me vomit 2 times. At I started feeling unwell outside when I am doing Christmas decors at Keppel Bay. Man..I will remember that toilet. It was really miserable...I dont know what the heck happen.

I just hope I will be fine tomorrow..Because I have to work tomorrow...T___T

Argh, I am getting tired every minute. Shall stop here, I guess I will continue my designs maybe in December...Hais...

P.S. SETTING UP THE CHRISTMAS TREE IS FUN!!!! WAHAHA!!

...
What am I being treated as right now...?

7 days straight, 5 days of OT till earliest 9pm, latest 10pm. Right now, I need a scotch tape to tape up my eyelids during work. Tomorrow will be my consecutive 8th day of work. But I can safely say I learned something from all these OTs, from personal experiences of other colleagues, to gossiping, and food from blah blah blah is very nice, should ask someone to go buy next time hahahah.

Work was fine, and listening to other people's work experiences was thrilling as well, especially on those G-H-O-S-T stories. The mood is really there when we were doing OT altogether, however it was not as scary when there are so many people there. HAHAHA.

Though I want to watch HSM 3 so badly, but I cannot as I have a lot of work to do. Hais...

No design for this week, will try to come up with 2 the following week IF I have the time to do so.

Alright, I GOT WORK TOMORROW. Need to have my rest now. Take care peeps, hope everyone doing attachment right now are having fun too (:

Tschüss~

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Sorry...
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Monday..blues...

Tuesday..silvers..

Wednesday....? WHITE! Hmm, have been rushing for a Christmas order for a departmental store, BHG.

It is quite rush and crazy that I have to forgo my off day today and went back to do work. I might have to go back this Sunday and Monday to rush also...T__T Anyone want to come and visit me...? Hahhaa.

The rainy season is here, and..THE ICE CREAM MAN VISITS US LESS FREQUENTLY LIAO. NO FAIR. Hahaha. I'm getting familiar with the work at Candy, learning a little by the day. It will be showtime as Christmas comes. Though I feel that the office politics is quite intense over here, but I guess I just do what I am supposed to do and not step on other people's tail is the only thing I can do to save myself from troubles for now and through the rest of my attachment period till February. >_>~

After 2 months, then I know the beauty and goodness for sleeping early!! However, I still sleep late, it is difficult for me...........

Alright shall stop here for now, I hope I dont dream off drowning in white emulsion paint tonight. HAHAHA.

Take cares peeps!! Rest well and DRINK LOTS OF WATER OK! Cos I dont drink much myself too. Hahaha.

P.S. NAH.AMAKA. Hahaha,this entry adds on the my *rolls-eyes* action when you asked me about blogging something. HAHAHA.

Who want to watch HSM3 with me...?

and..comments on my designs??? >_>~

Falling sick...?argh...

Getting a chance to talk to you,or waiting for you to talk to me is like wanting to hear that particular song out of the 500 odd songs you have in your MP3 on shuffle mode...........................

Plant of the day; Guzmania pink, with Alocasia in the background...

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sidenote: I asked my brother whether the picture I took is nice, and he said: aiya,too bad no bug(insect) on it, if not it will looked better. I was...stunned.hahaha..surprising that he knows this kind of stuff man...

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This communication breakdown is getting no where. I wonder how I got A for Human Communication, so ironic. Why am I so bothered with this anyway...I dont know..

Psst,ijustboughtacanonixus80is!! Not excited though,there is not much excitement left in me already,it was drained..long time ago......

I kept it this way,you are tired,so I didnt talk.
The quietness is killing me, and I am getting nowhere.

I am enervated..

So does Fuzzy Wuzzy hates me or not...?

Stories for memories

First time, in my life, I find the taste of coffee is great. Maybe because of the condensed milk...or maybe of the cold weather..

Hmm, Ebellia gave me the website long time ago, wanted to blog about it, but I kept forgetting about it. So here it is, Darius is an English name that I used in one of my previous semester's project. Hohoh, COINCIDENTALLY!! It somehow suits me ehh! WAHAHAHA.

What does Darius means?

* Although the name Darius creates the urge to be both logical and technical, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control.

* This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the elimination and nervous system.

* Your name of Darius has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy.

* You are attracted to, and could excel in, the mechanical or technical fields, such as computers.

* Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways.

* You place great importance on whatever you happen to be interested in, and can be quite thorough and detailed in what you are doing, but find it difficult to be consistent.



So ok, thats about it. Weather was bad, zzz, and I am having sore throat and migraines since yesterday. Zzzz, hope I dont fall sick.

Hoho. ALRIGHT PEEPS! Drink more water ya!!

Speak...

Amaka! SEE! New one! But not in the series of my past 11 designs. Nyeh,because I dont see any relation to it. Btw guys, Amaka is the Landscape Designer of Candy, AND HE PLAYS POKEMON EMERALD. HAHAHAH.


I was bored...I am tired...but I cant fall asleep......

Alright, today is the day.
I should say this is the only semester that I am happy with my results.

Horticultural Engineering (I thought is was just Horticulture Engineering -_-) - AD
IS:Human Communication (Like GZ say,more like Word Comm -_-) - A
LD3 (HARD WORK PPL!! WE DID IT!! ) - A+
Leisure and Park Management - A+
Plant Identification 2 (WE DID IT NISA!! LOL!!!) - A+
FYP (OMGOMGOMG! WE DID GUYS!!!! =DD) - AD
Project Management - B
Turf management *rolls eyes many many times,roll until pain* - C
IS:WISP - B+

Semester GPA - 3.6458
Cumulative GPA - 3.4498

So that was my results, I didnt arrange it, I just copied how it shows in my email. Heh, so coincidentally, my As were above, Bs and Cs are below. I can see everyone worked hard for this semester (Like Melissa, dont so stress can -_-), I guess the results sort of lighten everyone's burden. (:

Ok, shall stop here for now. My arms got fresh cuts from rose thorns, and my back and neck is aching, and feeling abit feverish..zz..TAKE CARE PEOPLE!! =D

Resubmit~ with this song...I think it somehow links with my design this time round........
Emmy Rossum : Slow me down

Maybe..I see you as a role model...
Its like an uphill task...but I wont stopped trying..
maybe by the end of it...
I WILL GET GOOD LEG MUSCLES!!
HAHAHAHHAA -_________-'''
Sensitivity is a strength and it's a mad world that turns it into a weakness.

Surprisingly, the 3rd week has passed unknowingly quick, or maybe it was the small meet up on Wednesday that made my later part of the week passed by really fast. I was supposed to work yesterday, but I had to switch with my poly mate as she wont be able to make on one of the Saturday that she is supposed to work. The Boss was agreeable to it, so what can I say?

I also had Sakae sushi on Friday night, haha, it's been long since I ate that. However, I wasnt in the mood to eat much, so I was quite quiet throughout the meal. Dinner was with Esther, Ebellia and Xuefen. Seriously, it was quite eye-opening to see Xuefen eating so much...of the prawn egg roe sushi..she ate like...9 or 8 by herself? And she ordered 8 at one go. -___-''' There isnt a moment without laughter with them, I kept laughing till my jaw pain lor! -____-''' We were entitled to a free Red plate each. Esther and Xuefen was full, Xuefen didnt want to waste, so she ordered like 4 plates of Salmon sashimi -________________-''' Ebellia and I took out 2 plates each. It was very long time ago that I ate till this full. Seriously, haha and the meal was less than 20$ per person.

I wasnt enjoying much in my attachment, maybe somehow it will get better I suppose. There is still so much time left...I guess I am used to the working style over there,just that some of mine cannot be changed easily, and I might be seen as a difficult worker. In the first place, the way of doing things there is already unacceptable, how do you expect me to adapt to that?

Tomorrow, most of us will be getting our results. I foresee myself getting a C for my Turf. Nyeh, I guess I blogged enough about it, and now I know, there really only one 1 tonne roller in NSRCC. Grr~

As I met up with the girls last Friday, I remembered XueFen wanting to get a iPod classic. I asked her and she told me that there is a new iPod nano, iPod nano-chromatic! ROARR!!! I LIKE THE GREEN COLOUR! I am gonna get it once after I get my camera with my 1st pay! Hahaha, I guess it will be during the 2nd pay. ><''' What to do, my pay is only 450$ -__-''' Alright then, shall stop here for now!! Take care ppl!

I MISS MY CLIQUE!!! =((

P.S I think Starcraft 2 graphics is uberly cool!!! =DD TERRAN!! =DD

Well, I had to work today. Like what Mark said, what a way to spend a Saturday. Initially I wanted to join Mark and GZ, as they are going down to Sim Lim and get the computer parts for Mark's new computer. Heh, but somehow, I was stupid enough to ask the boss yesterday whether I need to work for today, and I was greeted with work on 2 Saturdays, and off days on 2 Wednesdays. How nice ehh! -___-'' So relunctant can, thought I can sleep longer on a Saturday morning, BUT I HAD TO WAKE UP AT 730AM! Lucky the traffic was light, I left house at 8 and I reached at 820AM. Nyeh, cos my Dad fetch me.

Ok, I dont know what am I typing over here. Chilly night!

So after 2 weeks of IAP, I had like 19 cuts on my right hand, and 12 cuts on my left, minor ones. Mostly are caused by thorns of roses. Nice, smooth petals but not so good stems. I got cut by the thorns over my existing wound today, OUCH. Seriously, it searing pain. Nyeh, what to do. I guess I still have to go through all these and finish my IAP. Right now, I regret going to NParks, not because of the pay, this IAP is about learning, not carrying stuff all day long, helping out to tidy up the place, which I dont know what modules that I have learned can be applied to this area...

Alright, put this aside, below is a picture of the roses that I came across today. And I have to totally agree to Amaka, the Landscape Designer of Candy. As he said, this is the most beautiful rose that they have imported from other countries like China and India. Pink petals with a tinge of white. It is called Maria by the way (:

Didnt meet up with the clique this week. Sians! NEXT WEEK MEET OK!? But I will be working on Saturday, and I will be off on Wednesday. I think I say here also no people will care one. Hahaha, in the end, "someone" have to sms everyone and ask. Nyeh...

Thats it for now I guess. I always hope next week is a better week, and everyday will better than before...but..really...?

Was I ever scared...? Yes..
I cant stop guessing,
what's going to happen,what's your reaction and stuff.
Designs...
I am trying hard to be what I was 2 years ago.
So how is it going for you..?

My English is not that good, at least I made an effort to come up with these names (:

Woot, met up with my clique last night and had dinner at Newton!! Was quite nice la, but I didnt have that kind of voracious appetite, so I didnt eat much. Hahaha. After that, had a small chat, and we are off to Tanglin Starbucks. Something bad happened when we crossed the road. Nisa was being hit by a taxi, lucky the taxi was not travelling at a high speed. She just had abrasion. But still, it is still quite freaky to see someone got hit right in front of your eyes. Glad that she is ok. Hahaha.

So we went to Starbucks and chilled, told something...and we ended at around 11pm. To me, Iqbal is like a philosopher, he got so many things to share and talk about. So all we did was to listening to him share his stories and of course, I know some people didnt like me in the first year. Hahaha, I guess it's expected. I hope we can meet up more, now I need more rest. Hope I dont fall sick during attachment -_-'''

And thanks Mark, I needed that. (:

half accomplished..

I miss my clique. =(

Too much rain, for me! Two meanings, heh. One of them will spell disaster if a heavy rain were to hit Thomson Road -_-'''

Went down to Candy Floriculture with Ebellia yesterday. Didnt know that GoodWood is just like next door to Candy. Hahaha. It is kinda small, but the Business Development Manager told me that they are tidying up the place, so I presume the garden section is quite big. He told me that we are not confined to only one job scope. We will be exposed to how a garden centre operate. From retailing, to preparing cut flowers, floristry, and also Landscape Design. They said they just hired a Singapore Polytechnic graduate as a Landscape Designer. If there is a chance, we might be going out to do some Landscape Design for hotels. Hahaha. ALSO! He mentioned Mr Gregory Chow's name!!! HAHAHA! Cos he said Candy might be collaborating with Gregory Chow for some Vertical Greenery thingy. ROARR!! Hahaha. So I guess I will be seeing a familiar face (:

After that, went to eat Yoguru at Raffles Shopping Centre with Ebellia and Esther. I tell you, it totally trashed Yami. HAHAHA! No offence, but I find Yoguru's taste nicer than Yami's. I didnt ate lunch before that, but by just eating the yoghurt ice cream, I am really full. How nice ehh. -_-'''

Right now, I feel quite excited for IAP. But somehow, I will miss my clique badly. These 3 years brought us closer together, fun moments of my Poly life were written by them. Without them, I dont know what I will become. When Nisa asked me which moment/semester I enjoyed the most...I dont know what to say, cos practically, it was every semester, with you all. Every moment is fun. Seriously, I am glad I chosen this course. No other course will get to have lessons in Singapore Botanic Gardens, learning skills that you most probably wouldnt find it anywhere in Singapore, and of course, friends that share the same interest as you, Horticulture and Landscape Management. Also, I find that my English improved after hanging out with them, apart from GZ's "yu pian tan". HAHAHHAHA!! Thanks for making my poly life a memorable ones, the only bad thing that I will remember is the Turf Management lecturer, even worst than Mrs Choo who taught us Entomology. BEN! REMEMBER TO HELP ME CHECK HOW MANY ONE TONNE ROLLERS ARE THERE IN HIS GOLF COURSE!!! HAHAHA!!

Ok I shall stop here. I hope everyone (HLM peeps) will do well for their first week (: JIAYOU PEOPLE!!! ((:

I played with Photoshop alot, the inspiration was sudden. Sorry to put you in a spot everytime people ask you about me. Right now, I am taking a step at a time and observe each step I take. How was I like 2 years ago? I really forgot......

JIAYOU!! (:

I love the cold night air.

I better get more of it now, cos I cant be sleeping too late from Sunday onwards.

My IAP is starting soon, when I need to report to work at 8.30am...at Thomson Road...

So, last paper tomorrow. I am kinda gonna get a C for it I guess. Seriously, I just hope I pass so I dont have to see that 'Hey dude, NParks only uses Axonopus compressus and dont like the idea of using Zoysia species yo' face. It gets more and more irritating with millions of ka-ching signs illuminating all over his face.

Sorry and no offence to those who are in favour of him. But I find that its not appropriate to keep saying stuff about an organization that is sort of like in relation to our course, and I dont like his teaching style. What more can I still say at this point in time? It has reached a point of no return.

So yupps, thats it for now. I should get back to my Turf.

JIAYOU PEOPLE!! AFTER TOMORROW,ENJOY THE 2 DAY BREAK AND WE ARE GOING TO WORK!!! (:

I am tired, mentally. Is it working...?

Woah, Blogger Dashboard got a new look. Hahaha. I got a new look too, or a new hairstyle to be specific. Today, burning of joss paper was everywhere. Imagine the smell of the incense plus the heat from the weather. Worst combination ever I think.

So today, was the last presentation of the semester. I was quite worried for my part, that I might screwed up. Mark la! Keep saying my part important, how to be not stress you tell me. Seeing how other groups present, I would say they did well for the presentation. It was content-packed. Seriously, I guess this particular module made all of us study and learn more in depth on stuff that we had learned for the past 2 years.

The presentation went well I suppose, I was really nervous. Forgot what I want to say next and I crap my way through. Luckily, some parts float back up on to my mind as I continue. I am glad that we finished this together. It was a very meaningful experience to work with Mark and Wen Wei. Pardon for my rudeness sometimes, I didnt mean it. So, this FYP ended sweet and nice. I feel a bit nostalgic on what we have done so far. I will remember what we have done together, be it happy or stressful moments. I felt blessed to meet this two person, one of a kind personalities. OMG. I should stop, later I really cry liao...hahaha..

I JUST REALIZED WE DIDNT TAKE GROUP PICTURE! -___-'''

Thank you Nisa for lending us your precious laptop. It was really nice of you to lend us your laptop without second thinking. Trust ehh!! *coughcough*

Of course, thank you JonM for lending us your laptop also, sorry to transfer a virus into your laptop. =X I had to reformat my HD in the end also T__T

Happy that everyone made it through. Left with only exams....JIAYOU EVERYON!! XD

Ok, I need to rest now, bad headache and a bit feverish. Hais...Drink more water people!!! REALLY!!! MUST DRINK!!

did it work.....?

All I want is to be just normal with you. I needed trust. Did you have that? I think that you might say you gave me too much trust that I move from bad to worst. But now, it is the worst ever that I feel upset to the way you treat me. Like I am suppose to die by myself or what. Sorry for the use of exaggerating words. Right now, I think only these words can catch your attention I suppose. You chose to do it your own way. I got nothing to say. You, are a stronger individual than me. You, have have your own way of doing things. Apparently, me, am the weaker one, who needed care and attention from everyone.

Thats all I am gonna say.

Now, to rush back to school to touch up on my FYP....

Well, just came back from Mark's crib. Lol, stayed over for 3 nights, but not consecutively to finish up our FYP report. I can say we are almost done. Left with a feel touchup or addons to some parts of our report and we are ready to print. First time ever in my poly life that I had to stay up this late to do a project, twice in a row. Good experience to me I must say, but it will be torturous to those who dont have the habit of sleeping very late.

Went over to Mark's place on Sunday night and Mark's parents are good in foosball game. -________-''' hahaha. Took a break in between, called MacDelivery, expected Ben to turn up, but too bad..Worked till 5am+ in the morning, took a nap till 8am and woke up and continue with work. Was rushing for time as all of us didnt really study for the PID Quiz nor the test...(i can feel someone saying, "AIYA U NEED TO STUDY ONE MEH" behind the screen while reading this. yes, its you.) I got no comments on both. Hahaha.

I am glad that Mr Chow extended the deadline cos we didnt manage to print it before 6pm. So the deadline was extended till this Friday. Wenwei and I made a last minute decision to stay over at Mark's crib again. Hahaha, Mark's mum joked that our ulterior motive was to play the foosball!! Hahaha, so funny la, but Mark was darn stress. Hahaha. Nevertheless, we still managed to complete everything by 1am and it was lights out! I took a short nap while they were doing though....ya..was emo..hahah.. -_-'''

Woke up at around 11.30am. MARK'S BED IS SUPER COMFORTABLE CAN! But my hair was havoc when I woke up. So I guess that's it! I guess my designs wont be able to start this week already.

Alrights, byebye and take care! DRINK MORE WATER!! Lol, crazy weather for me. I need to rush back to school now. =X

Last but not least, THANK YOU MARK CHOO!!! For letting us stay overnight at your house to finish the report. Hahaha, and I find Daily Bread is nice. Hahhaa. -_-'''

P.S To HLM peeps: Ms Kan just gave birth to a baby girl on 11th August 2008 at 6pm!!! XDDDD

This week ended with a tired but a sweet touch. Firstly, this whole week was just rushing for our last Landscape Design Presentation. As usual, we were chiong-ing to churn out as much perspective drawings as possible, but at the same time, juggling with our detail development which involves the use of AutoCAD.

So from Monday to Wednesday was at JonM's house to help them out as much as possible. Hahaha, felt quite bad to stayed until 12am on Wednesday, at least they managed to finish what they had to do (: I am glad I was of help, though I was floating around most of the time, didnt get to use much on the computer as I though they need it more than me. Thanks JonM for hosting us at his house to finish the project! (: Really, if it wasnt for JonM's computer, I cant imagine how frustrated Mark can get if he were to do Photoshop and SketchUp on his snail-like computer. HAHAHAHA.

Thursday stayed over GaoZheng's house to finish my perspective. I am really glad that I made the decision, if not I dont know how I will swear at my computer though I still prefer using my Razer mouse (HIGH SENSITIVITY YO!) Lucky I was there, lame moments and I thought that I still might be able to catch like at least 1 hour of sleep. But I didnt manage to, due to unforeseen circumstances, we have to do our presentation in MSPowerPoint instead of Flash.

I felt this project really brought us closer, in some way or another. Everyone worked hard for yesterday and I am glad it's all over now. Adding on to memorable moments spent with this clique. They are the coolest in my whole life. I will never forget them!! Moreover, we are from HLM!!! Like the one and only course in Singapore!? That is what makes us so special! (:

Landscape design presentation was screwed for me. Hahaha, cant blame that I was already half dead by the time I present ok. The presentation started at around 10am in the morning and ended like 12 hrs later as this was an individual presentation. Good comments from Mr Dhanen about our group! WOOHOO! So after presentation, had dinner with JonM, Mark, Nisa, WenWei and Mr Dhanen. LD was the topic over the dinner. Hahaha, and thank you Mr Dhanen for the dinner!! (: Cool to know a bit more in the Landscaping industry.

So after that, went to stay over at Mark's house. I was really tired at that time, but I was still able to keep my eyes open until 5am in the morning and I was knocked out. =( I felt that I didnt do much cos I spent half of the time dozing off. HAHAHA! Like falling to one side and come back up again, then typed nonsense in my report. -_________-''' didnt even know what I was typing. Seriously, I reached the point where I can stoned there and my brain was lagging. Everyone was tired, but I believe we can finish it!! So that set my record of not sleeping for 45 hours. 45 hours la, hahaha.

Went back to school on a National Day, to finish up on our FYP. Everyone was really shagged out from the Landscape Design presentation the day before. It can be seen on all of our faces. Hahaha. So that's it for now I guess. I should get back to my report.

Take cares people!! Drink more water, the weather is just too crazy for me. WEATHER HAVING PMS SIA! -_-''' hahahahaha. I think I am falling sick..T__T

P.S. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E *CLAP CLAP*~~!!!

sometimes,i wonder whether i took the wrong step in the first place...

Today started with only starting to study for PID quiz at 0900...got one wrong -___-''' Then had lunch and went back to seminar to slack. I was bored to death there can...Lucky Loy and QianYi want to take plant photographs for their PID photo album, if not I rot liao. So along the way, Loy and QianYi asked some questions..haha..I am ok with it la. Just ask lor, hahaha.

Then, someone called to inform me that I won a 2nd prize in the iStyles competition. Yes, only JonM and Ben know that I took part in the competition. I just submitted all my 8 designs and I won 2nd. Now I am curious who won the 1st. Cos I was eyeing for the 4gb iPod Nano...hahaha...Ohh well...But I dont know which design of mine won the competition, hahaha. I am guessing it's Shine..hahaha..and ya, I forgot to say that I will be on hiatus..haha..maybe until study week? Which is next next week. Hahaha.

So after this, was...the announcing of where we will be going for IAP....I got Candy Floriculture..It says I will be expose to various aspects like nursery, plants and retail...so I dont know whether it is under Floristry or Nursery Management. -_-''' My floristry was my 4th choice and nursery was my 8th choice. I guess most of us got what they wanted...To those who are in the same 'boat' as me. I guess we have to find the good points out it. Eventually we have to be there for 24 weeks..It maybe short, but it will be long if you dont find something that will interest you in that area. LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.

We got other pressing stuff to deal with..which is LD..the deadline is this coming Tuesday and I am nowhere near 40%... -_-'''

Shall stop here for now..Thank you guys..

p.s. I shouldnt be afraid to say..you were the 'push' behind those inspirations

Yesterday was pure greatness. First was RouQin picking us up from Christina's house. Yes, RouQin picking us up, she's the driver. Kudos to her, she kept the secret well for 1 year. We didnt know that all along she was taking up her driving license. Next up, was dinner at ShengShiong Market in Boon Lay area. So RouQin became the chauffeur of the night. I had trust in her, so the ride was ok. Hahaha. Dinner was great, didnt realise I ate so fast that when others barely touched their rice, mine was already half gone HAHAHAH.

After that went back to RouQin's house and played Mahjong..cards..Yea, RouQin got the cards version of Mahjong..Advantage is that, you only need to keep the cards after you finished playing. Less hassle (: Bad side? Hand will get tired after sometime and the games were very quiet. Except for a few occassional laughs at each other's shout to 'Eat'-ing and 'Pong'-ing the cards. After a few rounds, a nice aroma filled the whole living room. GUESS WHAT! DURIANS. Hahaha, it is been long ever since I touched a durian. Some were sweet and some were bitter. The bitter one was the smallest of all the 7 durians. It's free too. We didnt knew it was bitter until Christina told us.

So we were like looking at the pile of opened durians and deciding which one should we eat next. Christina tried the small one, and she said it was very nice. So RouQin and I tried it, first bite and that's it. It was horribly bitter and Christina finished everything. Hahaha, and I was teasing her, maybe your life too bitter, you find bitter durian nice. Choosing an empty durian shell was funny. So why do you have to choose an empty shell? It is to wash your hands and rinse your mouth so you wont have the durian stench lingering on your hands and in your mouth. Apparently it worked.

Alright, shall stop here for now. 在此搁笔... hahaha. Alot of work to finish leh!!! =X

P.S I want to eat durians again. T__T

Everything went past in a whizz this week. Good and bad stuff happen. So, yea. I am tired now. I guess I will be spending my weekend identifying weeds, and doing reports...and LD..and HLM t shirt design. I already got an idea what to do, but I dont have a polo t-shirt template. Zzz. Alright, signing off~

Guten Nacht!

and..

Happy 20th birthday NISA!
Enjoy your weekend! (:

SGF Orchid Steward was fun! I didnt mind running around like a busy bee! It was a really good experience for me. Besides ending the 23rd July's with a bad situation, all in all was a very nice event. SOOOO MMMAAANNNYYYY ORRRCCHHHIIIDDDSSS. I was amazed by so many types of orchids. So my duty was to record down the plant number after a photograph of it have been taken. The photographer's name is Marc, friendly guy with a Nikon DSLR...didnt notice what model is it.hahaha. But his shots were just picture perfect!

So my duty was to record down the plant number after a photograph of it was taken...Then..some guy came...and told us that the way we put the orchids will bruise them. At that time, cos we were running out of time, so another supervisor was recording it and I was positioning the orchid for a photograph. Because of that guy, the supervisor got distracted and the number orders got mixed up. In the end, they had to stop cos there was not enough time..Those who were there might know who I am talking about.

So alright, early morning for me tomorrow. Nights ppl.

I am sensitive. Go find out.

It's Sunday 20th July. Went out with Iqbal yesterday to collect weeds around Jurong. Collected like 60 weeds, but I had to throw some away as it was already 1am when I was flattening them and it's really shrivelled to a point of no return -_-''' Was bitten by a freaking huge black ant also -_-''' it's still itching now..and I was close to being bang down by one of those Class 5 lorry...didnt realize it until Iqbal was like stunned after the lorry went past. Nyeh.

Alright, I should get started for my LPM test this Tuesday..T__T...

P.S. I suddenly like the feeling when I typed Horticulture and Landscape Management. Felt like some professional title can!!! Ok,lame. -_-''' hahaha. CHEAP THRILLS!!

Lack of updates...zzz..

Lack of proper updates..

Somehow, I cant come up with any more designs. From Saturday till now, I opened and closed Photoshop 4 times...cos I dont know how to continue the design... I should stop beating around the bush or stop waiting until it's too late to say what I am suppose to say. Hahaha, I think Mark knows what I am talking about. Is it ok if I say what I feel sometimes? 有话敢敢说, but I think too much on what will happen after I say it, and in the end I dont feel like saying it anymore. It's very 辛苦（exhausting)...

Anyway, today was quite slack. School starts at 12, I only left house at 11 -_-''' Met Mark for lunch and were late for class. More work to do, but time is ticking away...hahaha...I foresee ultimo minutos happening to us...BUT the quality is there ok! Hahaha.

MY BOARDWALK! haha.lame -_-''' still got more to do lor. T__T

Double Leg HOP ehh. Someone pronounced HOP as HOPE. HAHAHA. Ok lame...
And NAPFA is coming..great..zzz...

and..

牛子(zi)裤！！ LOL! Its 牛仔(zai)裤 la...
AI ZAI!! -_-''' no link sia.

Looking back the testimonials, I realised it will never be like last time again. The feel is not there. There is a barrier. What more can I still ask to be just good friends. I guess we can just take a step at a time, or just leave it to God to decide.

Ok, enough of this. I am sick and tired of being emo all the time, and I never like weekends because I will start thinking stuff that I am not suppose to. GREAT.

Back to LPM...and LD....and HComm...and so much more...

Changed the subtitle,
I felt unsafe putting that sentence.
I know maybe you think that I wasnt trying.
It's really pathetic that I once again have to blog here again.

Alright,so from my previous post...

My designs till now...it will still go on.....
I mean my designs...hahaha...
and..I just realised..the line from my Charm is like extended into my Forgotten!
This is purely coincidental! Just my luck I guess =P

P.S For those who dont understand German, 'Ich liebe es' means I am loving it. You can see this...when you buy Filet-O-Fish from Mac...on the box itself. Hahaha, if I dont remember wrongly. Or on the cups..hahaha (:

Another week has passed. More work piling up. Glad that WSQ is over. After 7 Saturdays, WE ARE GETTING THE CERT.OMGOMG. Lol...

So everthing went fine,but it will soon not be when it gets nearer to project deadlines. Guess 3rd year is suppose to be like that, with all the projects and never-ending reports. IAP coming soon too, actually still not sure where I want to go. I will just leave it as is bah, no use worrying it now. I got more stuff to attend to...

Alright, signing off..I shall end with another design that I came up with..

Forgotten.............or is meant to be.....

As title, charmed....

editted.with JonM's sketch inside.haha.

Shine... SHINE WE ARE~ BY BOA! Ok,random.

thanks!

Designs till now. More coming 'soon' I guess...
The headache kills man...

I felt that I am being avoided. Is there really nothing to talk about or just plain avoidance. I know that I am being sensitive here. I dont know whether you are trying to help me to get back to normal or what, but its not helping, really. The way I felt how you treated me...it just makes me feel worse that I am like that...

Maybe the way I interpret was wrong, or maybe I just needed attention. I guess this is the only way that I can tell you what I have been wanting to say very long time ago, but I just couldnt find the courage to tell you about it...

I am stopping here. Too much going on for me already....

Sidenote: No emo-ness in this entry ok,hahaha. It's just seriousness and tiredness.

Correction, sorry.
This plant is not Lantana montevidensis.
Flowers of Lantana montevidensis is pink in colour.
The above picture is Lantana camara 'Nivea'

I didnt know that,stop/change is that difficult. i suck man..hahaha..so tired..

Yes, school started. One presentation down today, first time being the first presenter, hahaha. Quite fun ehh, but really unprepared, even though I read up on it the day before. But once I stand in front, everything went blank ehh, sians. All in all, a good presentation. Then there is this one guy from another group kept asking about some foreign talents. *THUNDERSTORM* GZ's eye lit up and start bombarding back. -_-''' it is GZ's favourite topic. So coincidentally, the guy's group presented next...VERY WORDY...think the whole group can open a research firm in the future or something. Seriously, their slides are like 150words at least on AVERAGE. Goodness gracious..even the lecturer had to ask them to summarise everything as we were running short of time already. The lecturer was suppose to show us a video, but the presentation went too long...and he didnt show us anything. Hahaha.

After that was Human Comm lesson! OMG, finally there is a game. I mean, I am trying to have fun in this module la, better then sitting there listening to her and looking at her flashing the transparencies right?? It was fun la, lazy to type out the details of the game. It's Win-As-Much-As-You-Can. Basically, 4 groups, raise a O or a X each time the lecturer say 'Up'. Marks will be allocated base on how many X's and O's were raised. Hahaha. AND I GOT A B+ for my journal =))) Hahaha, didnt expect that much. Muahaha,but missed out 2 points(stated by the lecturer), if not can get higher.

Alright, met up for FYP next. So many things happened just in one day ehh!? Progressing well I must say. Well, things might not seem to work out so well at the beginning, but somehow it will work out. Thanks to co-operative and efficient team mates! =D

Ok, shall stop here for now. Quite some stuff to finish before I can rest. =)

are your actions trying to help me from falling deeper...?cos...i dont like...
i posted this on sunday 4am
i deleted,but decided to put back again..

I dont feel right.............
for this design...the art doesnt fit the theme... =S
is is just me or....................hais...

suggestions...?i know ppl wont answer..but not harming asking..maybe some kind soul will answer..

P.S. Btw, those who are interested, can follow this tutorial...I have been using this method to get all the colours in my designs..starting from 'hopes'...hahaha..quite cool...

Nothing can erase the title of being emo. ARGH.lol. I just dont talk/speak up for myself much la. I also dont smile to myself(like some psycho) when I am thinking..well...those thoughts are suppose to be non-emo..haha..I just invented a word...

Well, another tiring day at the shadehouse. Strange as it seems, I dont see Elfie or Wesley coming back for FYP. Thought they would frequent the shade house more than us, but it's the opposite now, hahaha. So..we managed to clear all extensive rooftop garden's plant today! 7 OF THEM. WAHAHA. Super fast today. Glad that we still finished it under the hot afternoon sun. Everyone was kinda quiet when filling up the trays with the medium...hahaha..

Alrights, I will stop here for now...

the 'push' behind all these designs is you.haha :)

Anthurium at HuaHng

Lantana montevidensis~

Tired...shocking to find out that the Shade House does not have a lightning conductor!!! Really scary when the lightning keeps striking and the 5 of us was just hoping that the rain will subside and we can leave the Shade House safely. Luckily, Esthya came to the rescue! HAHAHA. Ok that was lame. I was still drenched anyway, yes, ALL WET. Hahaha, it's been a long time since I got drenched...so..ya...

Though we only managed to transplant 2 plants that came today into the HDB trays, but the quantity and size is considered. One is a fern (too fern-ish -_-''' and they gave us some that are..BAD.REALLY.) Thought of buying coffee to treat the deliverymen, but after they brought the plants in, I decided not to =P. Second one was quite small, but there are 60 of them -___________________-''' Hahaha, so yea...then we went for lunch, and it started pouring, that's where 'Esthya came to the rescue!' part came in. Hahaha.

Ok gotta do more tomorrow, sorry Nisa, I might not be able to make it tomorrow. Maybe I could excuse myself for a few hours and go back to school later. I will see how it goes. =D

By the way, the pictures were taken using my Nokia 5610 3.2mpx camera. Vibrant colours ehh! I am loving 'it'.....ya..what 'it' are you thinking about...?and what 'it' am I talking about???

Shut up MJ, just shut up.

i notice that..i dont have to courage to talk to u..

Found a cool program which does this. =D Ok, though there are some repeated pictures..I will upload again once I can find some time to do all the photos that our dear cameraman sent me...hahaha...

Currently, its too much stuff happening...headaches..T__T and the weather is really ridiculous and unpredictable...PLEASE RAIN. -_-'''

So...shall stop here for now..

p.s. SUPERS, when are we meeting ar? -_-'''

i chose this..but...

ok.3 words. I love them! =D

Enjoy! :)

maybe i think too much..
i feel weird..towards..like..
hais..this isnt good...

i learned something..
say what u think is appropriate before its too late..

nevertheless, another design, related to the previous.
I guess it will become a series...
suggestions for names...?

treat me like how i am suppose to be..

my late actions always bring me misery.
how stupid can i really get...
hais..

{edit}

Ok, the 'push' behind start of the series is that someone.
Big impact on my life...
Doubt no one will read this anyway.
But it serve as a memory lane for me...

07 July 2008, 20:12PM

{/edit}

P.s. I love the font.hahah,its Neuropol =D

Another design of mine.....How many more designs...?
comment leh..T__T

Horticulture Engineering practical report is just another torture, thought I can rest for awhile in this short 2 weeks holidays which is suppose to compensate for the holidays that I am gonna miss due to IAP....Seriously, I dont understand what are the questions directing at...

Yes, there goes another day of my holiday..enjoying...? NOT~~~~ >=(

你相信我连呼吸都痛吗？
NAH! JUST JOKING!
HAHAHA. LAME SIA MJ! -_-'''