I felt that I am being avoided. Is there really nothing to talk about or just plain avoidance. I know that I am being sensitive here. I dont know whether you are trying to help me to get back to normal or what, but its not helping, really. The way I felt how you treated me...it just makes me feel worse that I am like that...

Maybe the way I interpret was wrong, or maybe I just needed attention. I guess this is the only way that I can tell you what I have been wanting to say very long time ago, but I just couldnt find the courage to tell you about it...

I am stopping here. Too much going on for me already....

Sidenote: No emo-ness in this entry ok,hahaha. It's just seriousness and tiredness.