** friendship occurs and often test is set for friends to overcome together. it's a matter of accepting it or abandoning it? in order to keep the friendship on the ball, we really have to work out any unhappiness with each other. if accumulation of unhappiness with one and other and not identifying with the caused. one fine day, that someone will explode once something really up to his/her limit triggers.

*** friendship is also a matter of understanding. the more you understand that friend of yours, the more you know about that friend. conflicts and miscommunications do occurs! however, what's important is how you actually go about dealing that problem. because, it's easy to break a trust but building trust up again is super-uber difficult.

**** i always believe in tender loving care in a friendship. who doesn't like to be loved, pampered and being trust? call me stubborn or what, i always give people a second chance. no matter how wrong that friend behaves. i believe that; that friend will be "renewed" if he/she is given a second chance to mend the mistake that he/she had committed.

Another nice and meaningful entry by BaoLing!! I dont know where she get the idea of blogging these from,but I think she came up with herself. Which is very true!!! I totally agree to the statement she made!!

And yes,I have yet blog about last Saturday's event. Been busy this week,and too many or maybe one big thing/s on my mind. I will do it asap and also looking for a nice blogskin. Haiss.

just as i thought everything was ok,
it went back to the starting point again.

I am an emotional person.
I think I have changed alot,from good to bad.
I wasnt like this last time,when I was still in secondary school.

I seriously think that I did badly for my presentation today.
I guess its over,so no use crying over spilled milk.

I didnt know that forgetting is that difficult.
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[Moody music playing in the background]
Great,my father is playing some old songs,with all those moody melodies.
That might actually set off my watertap.
SEE I HAVE CHANGED! :(
I WANT TO LEARN GUITAR!Who can teach me for free? :)

OMG I WANT TO LEARN GUITAR!
I WANT TO LEARN BEAUTIFUL SOUL! HAHAHAH!
FADILAH MUST TEACH ME!! XDDD

Alright, I will blog about Saturday when I am free from my this thursday's presentation. I got the pictures from RouQin le. So many unglam photos of me and so many glam photos of my friend. I find that I am not that photogenic ehh. Ohh well. Hais.

STRESS AR!
The emo-ness gets especially strong when weekend comes.
Haiss, I see this coming week a very hectic and tough week.
But nevertheless, facing it with a happy perspective will pull me through I guess.

I dont know where did all my motivation go,
actually,i feel motivated when working with u.
Ahh ok,I should start on my report.

Alright,I will blog about ystd once I get the photos from RouQin.
Till then.

"You'll never know, if you never try."
I tried, and I knew the answer, I saw it coming.
So why am I still here? Right at where I started.

CARSLBERG! HERE I COME! LOL!!

I updated in my Livejournal.
I guess I will have to update both simultaneously now.
I wanted to change the name of my livejournal.
But, it's a hassle to recreate a new one(because,the address is my login ID),
So I guess I will stick with it.

Enjoy people! =)

Picture says a thousand words.
Interested parties or for any queries, feel free to ask me on MSN =)
soulstice_mj@hotmail.com

I felt so stupid.

Its never-ending.
As I set my mind on forgetting it,
The next moment,
Everything seems to revert itself back to where it was.

Enough of the emo-shit. Well, well, projects are starting to pile up and if I really don't focus more on them, I guess I will really flunk this difficult semester. With all the emotions going on in me, I find myself difficult to focus on what I am suppose to do or what I plan to do for the day. Or maybe I am distracted by my dear lavender purple PSP. HAHAHA!

Yesterday woke up at 12pm and my mother told me to go to my cousin's house for my niece's One-year old birthday party! Lol, too bad I dont have a camera/camera phone, blehs~ So cute la my niece, hahaha, super chubby! They didnt buy a cake, instead, they bought around 42 cupcakes! My cousin said because, he saw his friends having difficulty how to cake an elephant-shaped cake equally to share among all their guests. So his wife google-ed and found this online shop selling cupcakes. SO CUTE LA! I got one with a pink gummy bear on top of it (haha,so gay -___-''') But it's veryveryveryvery-uber-super sweet! After eating so much, I was too lazy to start on my Landscape Design(well, this was another reason for not doing my work). However I managed to finish it today. Quite ugly I must say. I just want to get it over and done with. See, I am being influence by JonM with his kan-jiong-ness. But it is not a bad thing afterall!

Alright folks! That's all for this entry! =) Take lots of care people and smile more!!

P.s I want a new phone. What should I get?

SILENCE! I'll KILL YOU! XDDDD

Credit goes to Gz. At least this lightens up my mood abit. But soon it will drop back to the Emo-side. Lol....

Happy Deepavali! Today went to Nisa's house for her housewarming. Met up with Elfie and JonM and then bought something for her. Mark joined us at the lift of her block. We had lunch and slacked. Iqbal and his friend also joined us, but left after a while.

Hahaha, the whole flat looks nice after the renovation =) Seriously, the kitchen is UBER-NICE!! Nisa's room is LAVENDER PURPLE. With the black wardrobe, I think it's ok to me =) Wahaha Mark left at around 5pm to join his friend somewhere in Chinatown. Gz came for a while and we left at around 6pm.

Ok, shall stop here for now, the headache is killing me =( I got to go do my Propagation practical for tomorrow. Haiss, I WANT TO PLAY BLEACH 4!!! Lol.

P.s Sorry Nisa, for laughing so loud and talking loudly in ur house =) Haha.

there is so much things i want to say..
to u..
or maybe not..

Wow! Super vexed now. Sian, I dont want to do the Clementi Woods Park vegetation map!! =( As I know I dont have the complete plan, so including it inside is like a half done job. -___-''' HAISS!!

Started the day with a lonely stroll in Clementi Woods Park. Somehow I felt that I........sian....Emo liao.............Ok! Mr.Saiful was late, and of course we managed to finish the class on time. It was a class for the Certificate of Landscape Operations. Quite fun I must say. Maybe it was the teacher which makes this lesson more interesting, hahaha =)

After that, went to a nearby hawker centre for lunch and Nisa, GaoZheng and me went to Mark's house to slack. Serious talks like overseas studies and Industrial Attachment Programme(or also called Internship Programme) Who dont want to study overseas you tell me? Haisss...I borrowed a shirt from Mark as mine was stinky, haha THANKS MARK! =) AND GUESS WHAT!? GaoZheng didnt use clay on his hair this time after he bathed!! Lol, cool siaaa. Mark also gave GZ a Nike Dunk. As his shoes were not in very good condition. So now, he not to fret on what shoes to buy already =)

After slacking, we went to meet Malyna and the others. As we were going to Mr.Saiful's house! Wahahahhaha, his house is super-uber nice can!!! 2-storey lehs!! His unit is on the 4th floor. Well, we took quite a long time to get to his house, as not many of us are familiar with that place. Took approximately 1.5 hrs from Buangkok to his house ok. Its not far, it's just the directions. Hahahah, we took the LRT like 4 times? Just to reach Layar. -___-''' Well, had some fun in his house, even though it's just talking. But it was a good chat. Too bad we cant stay long, as he got guest coming later too. So we left at around 6.20pm and we went home. =)) The pasta is nice!!!!! ROARR HORHOR!!

Argh, ok I gotta stop here for now. I only had 2hrs of sleep and I wonder how long can I really stay up tonight to finish the LD.

i am going nowhere,being paranoid is really tiring.
why am i so sensitive to ur reactions towards me?
be normal la.

This song is Umbrella. As what Melissa has said, it is overrated. BUT!! The video that I put, it's by McFly!! WOOHOO!! NICE!! MUST LISTEN! The image is still de la, just listen to the music is enough. Hahaha, I got the song =Ppppp

On thursday, it was a very busy busy day. Time really flies. 5.5 hours of Mrs.Rama's Plant Breeding and Genetics practical. Nothing to say about it, but it was quite ok. After that went to Clementi Woods Park for Arboriculture. Wonder what's Arboriculture? Arboriculture is the selection, planting establishment, care and management of trees grown primarily for their amenity value(Yes, I copied them from my notes -__-'') Cool ehh, Mr Saiful brought us around the park, talking about trees. Hahaha, it's quite fun actually.

Moving on to yesterday, started with Plant Propagation and Nusery Management. Wahaha, super fun la, but it's tiring though. Preparing medium and such, and tolerating some actions. Never mind, it's over, I dont want to say it. I think only me will think that doing such labour work is fun -____-''' HAHAHA! Treat it as an exercise! HEALTHY FOR UR BODY! LOL!! -___-''' After that, it was Landscape Design. I tell you, what will your reaction if your friends tell you that the teacher was falling asleep when they were presenting and IT ALSO HAPPENED TO YOUR GROUP!? So shocked can. Haiss, ohh well, forget it. I guess he is a good teacher after all. Time shall prove it. Hahah. Shall stop here for today, I guess I got so much things to do that I dont know where to start. -____-'''

And enjoy the videomusic =)))