Today started with only starting to study for PID quiz at 0900...got one wrong -___-''' Then had lunch and went back to seminar to slack. I was bored to death there can...Lucky Loy and QianYi want to take plant photographs for their PID photo album, if not I rot liao. So along the way, Loy and QianYi asked some questions..haha..I am ok with it la. Just ask lor, hahaha.

Then, someone called to inform me that I won a 2nd prize in the iStyles competition. Yes, only JonM and Ben know that I took part in the competition. I just submitted all my 8 designs and I won 2nd. Now I am curious who won the 1st. Cos I was eyeing for the 4gb iPod Nano...hahaha...Ohh well...But I dont know which design of mine won the competition, hahaha. I am guessing it's Shine..hahaha..and ya, I forgot to say that I will be on hiatus..haha..maybe until study week? Which is next next week. Hahaha.

So after this, was...the announcing of where we will be going for IAP....I got Candy Floriculture..It says I will be expose to various aspects like nursery, plants and retail...so I dont know whether it is under Floristry or Nursery Management. -_-''' My floristry was my 4th choice and nursery was my 8th choice. I guess most of us got what they wanted...To those who are in the same 'boat' as me. I guess we have to find the good points out it. Eventually we have to be there for 24 weeks..It maybe short, but it will be long if you dont find something that will interest you in that area. LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE.

We got other pressing stuff to deal with..which is LD..the deadline is this coming Tuesday and I am nowhere near 40%... -_-'''

Shall stop here for now..Thank you guys..

p.s. I shouldnt be afraid to say..you were the 'push' behind those inspirations

Yesterday was pure greatness. First was RouQin picking us up from Christina's house. Yes, RouQin picking us up, she's the driver. Kudos to her, she kept the secret well for 1 year. We didnt know that all along she was taking up her driving license. Next up, was dinner at ShengShiong Market in Boon Lay area. So RouQin became the chauffeur of the night. I had trust in her, so the ride was ok. Hahaha. Dinner was great, didnt realise I ate so fast that when others barely touched their rice, mine was already half gone HAHAHAH.

After that went back to RouQin's house and played Mahjong..cards..Yea, RouQin got the cards version of Mahjong..Advantage is that, you only need to keep the cards after you finished playing. Less hassle (: Bad side? Hand will get tired after sometime and the games were very quiet. Except for a few occassional laughs at each other's shout to 'Eat'-ing and 'Pong'-ing the cards. After a few rounds, a nice aroma filled the whole living room. GUESS WHAT! DURIANS. Hahaha, it is been long ever since I touched a durian. Some were sweet and some were bitter. The bitter one was the smallest of all the 7 durians. It's free too. We didnt knew it was bitter until Christina told us.

So we were like looking at the pile of opened durians and deciding which one should we eat next. Christina tried the small one, and she said it was very nice. So RouQin and I tried it, first bite and that's it. It was horribly bitter and Christina finished everything. Hahaha, and I was teasing her, maybe your life too bitter, you find bitter durian nice. Choosing an empty durian shell was funny. So why do you have to choose an empty shell? It is to wash your hands and rinse your mouth so you wont have the durian stench lingering on your hands and in your mouth. Apparently it worked.

Alright, shall stop here for now. 在此搁笔... hahaha. Alot of work to finish leh!!! =X

P.S I want to eat durians again. T__T

Everything went past in a whizz this week. Good and bad stuff happen. So, yea. I am tired now. I guess I will be spending my weekend identifying weeds, and doing reports...and LD..and HLM t shirt design. I already got an idea what to do, but I dont have a polo t-shirt template. Zzz. Alright, signing off~

Guten Nacht!

and..

Happy 20th birthday NISA!
Enjoy your weekend! (:

SGF Orchid Steward was fun! I didnt mind running around like a busy bee! It was a really good experience for me. Besides ending the 23rd July's with a bad situation, all in all was a very nice event. SOOOO MMMAAANNNYYYY ORRRCCHHHIIIDDDSSS. I was amazed by so many types of orchids. So my duty was to record down the plant number after a photograph of it have been taken. The photographer's name is Marc, friendly guy with a Nikon DSLR...didnt notice what model is it.hahaha. But his shots were just picture perfect!

So my duty was to record down the plant number after a photograph of it was taken...Then..some guy came...and told us that the way we put the orchids will bruise them. At that time, cos we were running out of time, so another supervisor was recording it and I was positioning the orchid for a photograph. Because of that guy, the supervisor got distracted and the number orders got mixed up. In the end, they had to stop cos there was not enough time..Those who were there might know who I am talking about.

So alright, early morning for me tomorrow. Nights ppl.

I am sensitive. Go find out.

It's Sunday 20th July. Went out with Iqbal yesterday to collect weeds around Jurong. Collected like 60 weeds, but I had to throw some away as it was already 1am when I was flattening them and it's really shrivelled to a point of no return -_-''' Was bitten by a freaking huge black ant also -_-''' it's still itching now..and I was close to being bang down by one of those Class 5 lorry...didnt realize it until Iqbal was like stunned after the lorry went past. Nyeh.

Alright, I should get started for my LPM test this Tuesday..T__T...

P.S. I suddenly like the feeling when I typed Horticulture and Landscape Management. Felt like some professional title can!!! Ok,lame. -_-''' hahaha. CHEAP THRILLS!!

Lack of updates...zzz..

Lack of proper updates..

Somehow, I cant come up with any more designs. From Saturday till now, I opened and closed Photoshop 4 times...cos I dont know how to continue the design... I should stop beating around the bush or stop waiting until it's too late to say what I am suppose to say. Hahaha, I think Mark knows what I am talking about. Is it ok if I say what I feel sometimes? 有话敢敢说, but I think too much on what will happen after I say it, and in the end I dont feel like saying it anymore. It's very 辛苦（exhausting)...

Anyway, today was quite slack. School starts at 12, I only left house at 11 -_-''' Met Mark for lunch and were late for class. More work to do, but time is ticking away...hahaha...I foresee ultimo minutos happening to us...BUT the quality is there ok! Hahaha.

MY BOARDWALK! haha.lame -_-''' still got more to do lor. T__T

Double Leg HOP ehh. Someone pronounced HOP as HOPE. HAHAHA. Ok lame...
And NAPFA is coming..great..zzz...

and..

牛子(zi)裤！！ LOL! Its 牛仔(zai)裤 la...
AI ZAI!! -_-''' no link sia.

Looking back the testimonials, I realised it will never be like last time again. The feel is not there. There is a barrier. What more can I still ask to be just good friends. I guess we can just take a step at a time, or just leave it to God to decide.

Ok, enough of this. I am sick and tired of being emo all the time, and I never like weekends because I will start thinking stuff that I am not suppose to. GREAT.

Back to LPM...and LD....and HComm...and so much more...

Changed the subtitle,
I felt unsafe putting that sentence.
I know maybe you think that I wasnt trying.
It's really pathetic that I once again have to blog here again.

Alright,so from my previous post...

My designs till now...it will still go on.....
I mean my designs...hahaha...
and..I just realised..the line from my Charm is like extended into my Forgotten!
This is purely coincidental! Just my luck I guess =P

P.S For those who dont understand German, 'Ich liebe es' means I am loving it. You can see this...when you buy Filet-O-Fish from Mac...on the box itself. Hahaha, if I dont remember wrongly. Or on the cups..hahaha (:

Another week has passed. More work piling up. Glad that WSQ is over. After 7 Saturdays, WE ARE GETTING THE CERT.OMGOMG. Lol...

So everthing went fine,but it will soon not be when it gets nearer to project deadlines. Guess 3rd year is suppose to be like that, with all the projects and never-ending reports. IAP coming soon too, actually still not sure where I want to go. I will just leave it as is bah, no use worrying it now. I got more stuff to attend to...

Alright, signing off..I shall end with another design that I came up with..

Forgotten.............or is meant to be.....

As title, charmed....

editted.with JonM's sketch inside.haha.

Shine... SHINE WE ARE~ BY BOA! Ok,random.

thanks!

Designs till now. More coming 'soon' I guess...
The headache kills man...

I felt that I am being avoided. Is there really nothing to talk about or just plain avoidance. I know that I am being sensitive here. I dont know whether you are trying to help me to get back to normal or what, but its not helping, really. The way I felt how you treated me...it just makes me feel worse that I am like that...

Maybe the way I interpret was wrong, or maybe I just needed attention. I guess this is the only way that I can tell you what I have been wanting to say very long time ago, but I just couldnt find the courage to tell you about it...

I am stopping here. Too much going on for me already....

Sidenote: No emo-ness in this entry ok,hahaha. It's just seriousness and tiredness.

Correction, sorry.
This plant is not Lantana montevidensis.
Flowers of Lantana montevidensis is pink in colour.
The above picture is Lantana camara 'Nivea'

I didnt know that,stop/change is that difficult. i suck man..hahaha..so tired..

Yes, school started. One presentation down today, first time being the first presenter, hahaha. Quite fun ehh, but really unprepared, even though I read up on it the day before. But once I stand in front, everything went blank ehh, sians. All in all, a good presentation. Then there is this one guy from another group kept asking about some foreign talents. *THUNDERSTORM* GZ's eye lit up and start bombarding back. -_-''' it is GZ's favourite topic. So coincidentally, the guy's group presented next...VERY WORDY...think the whole group can open a research firm in the future or something. Seriously, their slides are like 150words at least on AVERAGE. Goodness gracious..even the lecturer had to ask them to summarise everything as we were running short of time already. The lecturer was suppose to show us a video, but the presentation went too long...and he didnt show us anything. Hahaha.

After that was Human Comm lesson! OMG, finally there is a game. I mean, I am trying to have fun in this module la, better then sitting there listening to her and looking at her flashing the transparencies right?? It was fun la, lazy to type out the details of the game. It's Win-As-Much-As-You-Can. Basically, 4 groups, raise a O or a X each time the lecturer say 'Up'. Marks will be allocated base on how many X's and O's were raised. Hahaha. AND I GOT A B+ for my journal =))) Hahaha, didnt expect that much. Muahaha,but missed out 2 points(stated by the lecturer), if not can get higher.

Alright, met up for FYP next. So many things happened just in one day ehh!? Progressing well I must say. Well, things might not seem to work out so well at the beginning, but somehow it will work out. Thanks to co-operative and efficient team mates! =D

Ok, shall stop here for now. Quite some stuff to finish before I can rest. =)

are your actions trying to help me from falling deeper...?cos...i dont like...
i posted this on sunday 4am
i deleted,but decided to put back again..

I dont feel right.............
for this design...the art doesnt fit the theme... =S
is is just me or....................hais...

suggestions...?i know ppl wont answer..but not harming asking..maybe some kind soul will answer..

P.S. Btw, those who are interested, can follow this tutorial...I have been using this method to get all the colours in my designs..starting from 'hopes'...hahaha..quite cool...

Nothing can erase the title of being emo. ARGH.lol. I just dont talk/speak up for myself much la. I also dont smile to myself(like some psycho) when I am thinking..well...those thoughts are suppose to be non-emo..haha..I just invented a word...

Well, another tiring day at the shadehouse. Strange as it seems, I dont see Elfie or Wesley coming back for FYP. Thought they would frequent the shade house more than us, but it's the opposite now, hahaha. So..we managed to clear all extensive rooftop garden's plant today! 7 OF THEM. WAHAHA. Super fast today. Glad that we still finished it under the hot afternoon sun. Everyone was kinda quiet when filling up the trays with the medium...hahaha..

Alrights, I will stop here for now...

the 'push' behind all these designs is you.haha :)

Anthurium at HuaHng

Lantana montevidensis~

Tired...shocking to find out that the Shade House does not have a lightning conductor!!! Really scary when the lightning keeps striking and the 5 of us was just hoping that the rain will subside and we can leave the Shade House safely. Luckily, Esthya came to the rescue! HAHAHA. Ok that was lame. I was still drenched anyway, yes, ALL WET. Hahaha, it's been a long time since I got drenched...so..ya...

Though we only managed to transplant 2 plants that came today into the HDB trays, but the quantity and size is considered. One is a fern (too fern-ish -_-''' and they gave us some that are..BAD.REALLY.) Thought of buying coffee to treat the deliverymen, but after they brought the plants in, I decided not to =P. Second one was quite small, but there are 60 of them -___________________-''' Hahaha, so yea...then we went for lunch, and it started pouring, that's where 'Esthya came to the rescue!' part came in. Hahaha.

Ok gotta do more tomorrow, sorry Nisa, I might not be able to make it tomorrow. Maybe I could excuse myself for a few hours and go back to school later. I will see how it goes. =D

By the way, the pictures were taken using my Nokia 5610 3.2mpx camera. Vibrant colours ehh! I am loving 'it'.....ya..what 'it' are you thinking about...?and what 'it' am I talking about???

Shut up MJ, just shut up.

i notice that..i dont have to courage to talk to u..

Found a cool program which does this. =D Ok, though there are some repeated pictures..I will upload again once I can find some time to do all the photos that our dear cameraman sent me...hahaha...

Currently, its too much stuff happening...headaches..T__T and the weather is really ridiculous and unpredictable...PLEASE RAIN. -_-'''

So...shall stop here for now..

p.s. SUPERS, when are we meeting ar? -_-'''

i chose this..but...