editted.with JonM's sketch inside.haha.

Shine... SHINE WE ARE~ BY BOA! Ok,random.

thanks!

Designs till now. More coming 'soon' I guess...
The headache kills man...

I felt that I am being avoided. Is there really nothing to talk about or just plain avoidance. I know that I am being sensitive here. I dont know whether you are trying to help me to get back to normal or what, but its not helping, really. The way I felt how you treated me...it just makes me feel worse that I am like that...

Maybe the way I interpret was wrong, or maybe I just needed attention. I guess this is the only way that I can tell you what I have been wanting to say very long time ago, but I just couldnt find the courage to tell you about it...

I am stopping here. Too much going on for me already....

Sidenote: No emo-ness in this entry ok,hahaha. It's just seriousness and tiredness.

Correction, sorry.
This plant is not Lantana montevidensis.
Flowers of Lantana montevidensis is pink in colour.
The above picture is Lantana camara 'Nivea'

I didnt know that,stop/change is that difficult. i suck man..hahaha..so tired..

Yes, school started. One presentation down today, first time being the first presenter, hahaha. Quite fun ehh, but really unprepared, even though I read up on it the day before. But once I stand in front, everything went blank ehh, sians. All in all, a good presentation. Then there is this one guy from another group kept asking about some foreign talents. *THUNDERSTORM* GZ's eye lit up and start bombarding back. -_-''' it is GZ's favourite topic. So coincidentally, the guy's group presented next...VERY WORDY...think the whole group can open a research firm in the future or something. Seriously, their slides are like 150words at least on AVERAGE. Goodness gracious..even the lecturer had to ask them to summarise everything as we were running short of time already. The lecturer was suppose to show us a video, but the presentation went too long...and he didnt show us anything. Hahaha.

After that was Human Comm lesson! OMG, finally there is a game. I mean, I am trying to have fun in this module la, better then sitting there listening to her and looking at her flashing the transparencies right?? It was fun la, lazy to type out the details of the game. It's Win-As-Much-As-You-Can. Basically, 4 groups, raise a O or a X each time the lecturer say 'Up'. Marks will be allocated base on how many X's and O's were raised. Hahaha. AND I GOT A B+ for my journal =))) Hahaha, didnt expect that much. Muahaha,but missed out 2 points(stated by the lecturer), if not can get higher.

Alright, met up for FYP next. So many things happened just in one day ehh!? Progressing well I must say. Well, things might not seem to work out so well at the beginning, but somehow it will work out. Thanks to co-operative and efficient team mates! =D

Ok, shall stop here for now. Quite some stuff to finish before I can rest. =)

are your actions trying to help me from falling deeper...?cos...i dont like...
i posted this on sunday 4am
i deleted,but decided to put back again..

I dont feel right.............
for this design...the art doesnt fit the theme... =S
is is just me or....................hais...

suggestions...?i know ppl wont answer..but not harming asking..maybe some kind soul will answer..

P.S. Btw, those who are interested, can follow this tutorial...I have been using this method to get all the colours in my designs..starting from 'hopes'...hahaha..quite cool...

Nothing can erase the title of being emo. ARGH.lol. I just dont talk/speak up for myself much la. I also dont smile to myself(like some psycho) when I am thinking..well...those thoughts are suppose to be non-emo..haha..I just invented a word...

Well, another tiring day at the shadehouse. Strange as it seems, I dont see Elfie or Wesley coming back for FYP. Thought they would frequent the shade house more than us, but it's the opposite now, hahaha. So..we managed to clear all extensive rooftop garden's plant today! 7 OF THEM. WAHAHA. Super fast today. Glad that we still finished it under the hot afternoon sun. Everyone was kinda quiet when filling up the trays with the medium...hahaha..

Alrights, I will stop here for now...

the 'push' behind all these designs is you.haha :)

Anthurium at HuaHng

Lantana montevidensis~

Tired...shocking to find out that the Shade House does not have a lightning conductor!!! Really scary when the lightning keeps striking and the 5 of us was just hoping that the rain will subside and we can leave the Shade House safely. Luckily, Esthya came to the rescue! HAHAHA. Ok that was lame. I was still drenched anyway, yes, ALL WET. Hahaha, it's been a long time since I got drenched...so..ya...

Though we only managed to transplant 2 plants that came today into the HDB trays, but the quantity and size is considered. One is a fern (too fern-ish -_-''' and they gave us some that are..BAD.REALLY.) Thought of buying coffee to treat the deliverymen, but after they brought the plants in, I decided not to =P. Second one was quite small, but there are 60 of them -___________________-''' Hahaha, so yea...then we went for lunch, and it started pouring, that's where 'Esthya came to the rescue!' part came in. Hahaha.

Ok gotta do more tomorrow, sorry Nisa, I might not be able to make it tomorrow. Maybe I could excuse myself for a few hours and go back to school later. I will see how it goes. =D

By the way, the pictures were taken using my Nokia 5610 3.2mpx camera. Vibrant colours ehh! I am loving 'it'.....ya..what 'it' are you thinking about...?and what 'it' am I talking about???

Shut up MJ, just shut up.

i notice that..i dont have to courage to talk to u..

Found a cool program which does this. =D Ok, though there are some repeated pictures..I will upload again once I can find some time to do all the photos that our dear cameraman sent me...hahaha...

Currently, its too much stuff happening...headaches..T__T and the weather is really ridiculous and unpredictable...PLEASE RAIN. -_-'''

So...shall stop here for now..

p.s. SUPERS, when are we meeting ar? -_-'''

i chose this..but...

ok.3 words. I love them! =D

Enjoy! :)

maybe i think too much..
i feel weird..towards..like..
hais..this isnt good...

i learned something..
say what u think is appropriate before its too late..

nevertheless, another design, related to the previous.
I guess it will become a series...
suggestions for names...?

treat me like how i am suppose to be..

my late actions always bring me misery.
how stupid can i really get...
hais..

{edit}

Ok, the 'push' behind start of the series is that someone.
Big impact on my life...
Doubt no one will read this anyway.
But it serve as a memory lane for me...

07 July 2008, 20:12PM

{/edit}

P.s. I love the font.hahah,its Neuropol =D

Another design of mine.....How many more designs...?
comment leh..T__T

Horticulture Engineering practical report is just another torture, thought I can rest for awhile in this short 2 weeks holidays which is suppose to compensate for the holidays that I am gonna miss due to IAP....Seriously, I dont understand what are the questions directing at...

Yes, there goes another day of my holiday..enjoying...? NOT~~~~ >=(

你相信我连呼吸都痛吗？
NAH! JUST JOKING!
HAHAHA. LAME SIA MJ! -_-'''

PHOTOSHOP!!

Rate please! =D
Something new that I just learned!

Alright off to bed now!
Somehow I feel this 2weeks holiday is gonna soon over..
Sometime I wish time could just stop at where we are at now..

I was late today...suppose to meet my friend 7am at Mac...but I woke up only at 7am...So I was also  late for the early meet up with my team...

However, excellent presentation done by my team today. To me, I felt that it was well prepared, I guess it gave the 'WOW' factor. Was surprised that everyone applauded after we showed our video. Seriously, the video rocks my socks!! My socks are gone!!! (corny..i know..) Positive comments from the panel of judges of NParks Officers and also Landscape Architects. WELL DONE LA SIA!!1111111

After presentation, slacked at Starbucks@MarinaSquare. Then had dinner at Secret Recipe. The chicken chop is fantastic!!! The raspberry cheesecake ended the dinner perfectly. And it cost me only 17$!! I think it's quite worth it!! =DDD

So, ending this entry...this presentation marks the end of this term. Time flies, it's already Week8.....1.5+ year already....................No photo montage or sketchup for a week please! -_-''' I need a break from the 3D side....

I think I will look weird wearing the formal dark purple/blue shirt... -___-''' Ok whatever. I need to bathe and find something to eat!! >=(

I kept on moving, it's your motivation, a silent one.

Just so you know....

I still feel inferior....

Great,now back to Horticulture Engineering...MATHS. NICE STUFF!!! =DDD