Sometimes, I wonder why all these things happen to me.
It's just too hard for me to handle, too big a blow.
Even before the week starts, I am already not looking forward to it coming.
Being independent is not easy, you judged me, saying I am capable of being independent.
I can be, if I know my stuff. Stop arrowing me with work that I had no clue on how to do, and where to find the information from. I was wrong, thinking you are someone that I can look up to.
Now I am feeling unjustified on my work scope. Just because you people don't trust him with the work, I should be the one taking up the job. I never knew, that I will be doing these kind of stuff, and carrying two people's workload is crazy. I am a human, there are limitations. Stop treating me like I am an efficient worker that will get your job done perfectly and quickly.
This post is filled with angst. I should stop here. By just thinking of what I might be doing for the rest of the week, it's giving me headaches. Maybe I am taking too hard to heart, then...I would ask..how not to? I am feeling so emo now :(